Yes, Yes I am still on Opti.
Went to the dr about the chest pains as they continued and she said she thought it was reflux. She thinks my body is producing to much stomach acid for just the shakes so she gave me Somac and that did help.
The chest pains have eased which is great and I am not feeling so hungry.
Yesterday we drove to the beach for the kids to have some hot chips and feed the seagulls, well it was a overcast day and no seagulls in sight. I took my shake and had that and just drooled and felt sorry for myself over the hot chips……when will this hold go
Not one chip did I have.
Yesterday when I woke I weighed myself and I had lost 1.2kg overnight……, i was wrapped…. 192.6kg I haven’t seen that number in a while…….then I weigh myself this morning and I had gained .3 ….192.9kg from just sniffing the chips I guess I was so dissappointed.
I had done nothing wrong and gained so all day I fought with myself not to order my sunday nigh pizza……Far out it was tough, just as tough as yesterday when one of the kids really upset me and I needed KFC, But I didnt get PIZZA I had my allotted 2 slices of low carb bread and two poached eggs.
Cant say I feel proud of myself right now I am still feeling sorry for my self and missing the pizza.
Well I have weeks left on opti before the op. so I thought I had 5 weeks left to lose between 10-13 kg then I remembered that I am seeing the dr in 2 weeks and that is when I will be weighed…….
So now I have 2 weeks to lose as much of that weight as I can or he might not op.
This is a real trust in God thing for me as I have no control over what my body wants to shed or not shed.
I am trying hard to trust God.
I am not sick of the caramel opti yet so that is good.
Still running to the potty with the upset tummy guess I will have that till the op
What else ……. oh yes I have started a You tube channel My Changing World click on the icon on the top right hand side.
Ok not much more so I will sign off and update later