Weight watchers isnt working for me.
Counting Cals isnt working for me.
I am going down a new avenue.
I am going to get a gastric sleeve.
I am so scared.
I am scared that it won’t work but I need to do something
I hit my highest weight of 200kg
I have lost 5kgs bringing me back to 195kg
I have a physcologist and dietitician appointment in about 10 days so that will be a eye opener for me.
Things that I am worried about are
getting enough fruit veg etc in my diet since I have to eat protein first
Losing my hair (from not enough protein)
Having to drink 30 mins before a meal or 60 mins after
Now some of these problems may just be in my mind and I will find out more on Tuesday but for now they are what I worry about
Plus the stay in hospital and not being able to care for myself etc.
My depression has been bad lately, am hoping that after the op as the weight goes down the depression will lift as most of the depression is due to the fact I am so large I cant do anything but sit on the lounge and sleep.
There is so much I want to do., I want my life back.
I have a list of goals … I might make a special page for them and cross them off as I achieve them.
I have a heart stress test on the 6th of May and the specialist appt on the 10th
I hope i can have the op on the 18th or the 25th May hopefully I can cause I would have done everything needed to do .
For now it is a waiting game …….just wish the weight wasnt so long.