What can I write.
I had weigh in yesterday and gained 2kg in 2 weeks
The first week I lost all that weight but it seemed to come back on .
I know I have been sick and the fluid retention is amazing but still .
So along with the 2kg is a lot of negative talk and that has made me feel down/depressed again.
I am trying to get out of the funk but it is hard
Also one night I forgot my meds and that cause the start of the mood.
Hopefully we are coming up to a week since the tablet was forgotten and so it should start to even out again.
Going to the shop tomorrow to invest in a good multivitamin and fish oil tablets (good for depression)
Brighton turned 4 yesterday it was a lovely day for him
He had preschool where I dropped in some donuts and they lit a candle for him and sent a pic home of him blowing the candle out.
It was quite cute when he got a gift he would say …….”For me ??” then “Thank you”
Every time ….it was quite cute….he cant tell you how old he is or what his favorite present was, he can’t even tell you it’s his birthday … but you can see in his eyes he loved every minute of it .He say again after blowing out his candles, so like any good mummy I relit them for him to blow out…
So I am hoping to scrub the house tomorrow and get the gardens done too….
Poor Jj is still screaming consistently……… not sure if she is still sick, spoilt , or Autism as the screaming is just like Brighton’s early melt downs
Think I will take her to the drs tonight just to make sure