So it is the dya before the weigh in and i am wanting to see how well I have done.
Granted it isnt a week only 5 days but Saturday is weigh in day so I will knowing it isn’t a full week.
Today has been a big day for me,
B had to go to a hearing specialist, this was worrying enough for me…B with people he doesnt know who want to play with his ears and then expect him to do what they ask….great like thats going to happen.
he already had 2 charming meltdowns this morning, so i know what is in store.
Add to that the fact that with the depression I have panic attacks just at the thought of going out and then meeting people
Now add to that , that Ross normally goes everywhere with me (casue of panic attacks) and he couldnt today.
Well I did it anyway … I took be … I drove there … I got to the appointment… I spoke to the people ….B didnt have one melt down ..I got home ……AND I DID IT WITH OUT EATING OR BINGING
I really dont think people will understand what a big thing that is for me but I did it.
I actually enjoyed my time with B ….he is such a beautiful boy.
Then to top the day off the girls have been telling me the lady over the back fence had her baby last week.
We have never met so when she was out there I came out of my cave and introduced myself….Explained B was autistic so if there is screaming not worry and then she tells me her and her husband are psycoligists…cool eh
Well I did another day so proud of me
Lacey and Rhys took 3 of the kids to see ….chipmunks… Dim left early as she was scared.
I will be back in the morning with the results