The title says it all…..I have mushy brain.
Brain overload, I tell you the amount of phonecalls and paperwork we have had to do ….wow I had no idea.
I will write more in my Autisic blog which will be up and running soon.
I am really struggling…
Struggling to come to terms with B even though I KNEW in my heart for years
Struggling with Jj turning 1 next Friday
Struggling with her being my last baby … I know with everything we have going on in our lives another bub wouldnt be fair but it doesnt stop my maternal side.
All up it is emotional and emotional eating is what I do best.
I promised Lacey that untill she gets a fulltime job ..preferably with Vet Nursing I would be fasting (choc) and praying…
I can honestly say I have not had a bit of choc in over 3 weeks
For that I am proud of me
I really just need to get my head in the right space…
I have no choice now but to lose the weight as life is going to be hectic with all we have to do for B and having the 6 other kids …..NO CHOICE