Today I took myself off to weight watchers.
I hadnt been for a few months and since there is no op in the near future I need to do something for my weight and all the complications it is throwing at me.
Been a week tomorrow since I have been using the Cpap machine….cant say i feel any more energy, so when i have a meeting with the ppl tomorrow i will be asking why.
I hate wearing the mask i feel like a freak in it …. i cant just go to bed and read till i fall asleep or anything like that.
i am going to lose this weight, I want to feel good about myself, i want to be off the mask in 12 months
I have Laceys 21st in Dec 2013 and i want to have lost a huge amount by then i want it to be noticable
So for those reasons and many more I took myself off to WW.
Now I just have to get my head in the game and lose this weight.